It's hard to keep both hands on it. It's glossy sheen makes it hard to maintain any kind of grip. The serpents body runs around my torso, it's head nestled in the crook of my neck, licking my ear like a lover. Soon there will be little left of this struggle. I've felt the contractions with each attempt to move, and my shifting excites it in a basic, primal way. My shallow breaths are just enough to maintain this conscious train of thought, and at the same time let my killer know there is still work to be done.
It all seemed so simple. So sensuous. We locked eyes and immediately knew each other. There was nothing to be done but approach. Two blossoms of speckled infinity absorbing my heartbeat and I came and came into it. I lost the first breath of many with the first slide of contact, which shivered me with an ecstatic breach of anticipation. The endless caress of those coils wrapping me took a lifetime. Still those eyes remained during the length of my lust and it's embrace. It and I became we and closer than can be without distinction. It was only when the speckles of black obscured my vision of my love that I instinctively resolved to resist. My death would only interrupt the rapture of our endless gaze. That could not be.
So I draw breath and push and languidly resist the sleeping end my one desires of me. I hold it's thick wrappings enough to still the pulsing colored spots for a moment, then another, and another, each less than before. Tears creep from my eyes, keeping pace with each pulsing hug, and my grimacing smile forces them to run salty into my mouth. My deep, throbbing, short moans are the best I can offer my murderer in response.
Lick on my ear. All I want is your vision. Breath and less. Your face in kaleidoscope. Sliding hands. Your smile in the corner of my vision. Breath on my ear. Your endless touch on my body. A crack and pain and warm running from my smile. I'm getting cold, and you are so warm. A sheath of darkness covers my vision.
And still I see you.
Posted by Matt at May 27, 2003 12:05 AM