June 30, 2003

Blowing chunks

It is another beautiful day! I'm eating lunch and watching La Femme Nikita on tv, and the main character (a rough young woman dressed up for her first classy night out) puts her arm around her trainers arm as they walk to the restaurant.

I almost throw my food up right there I get so nauseated with a strong memory of walking with Denali in that way. Her dressed up and wanting to be with me - and my not noticing. I got the nasuea under control and almost burst into tears with the shockwave of guilt and regret. Breathe, Matt, breathe.

Out of fucking nowhere. Fucking emotional snipers.

Posted by Matt at June 30, 2003 02:05 PM
Comments

Snipers with aim-bot no less. I feel your pain bruddah!!

Posted by: d0g_p00p at July 1, 2003 12:30 PM

dood....Morrissey has got nothing on you.

Posted by: scratchymonkey at June 30, 2003 02:23 PM