So it's been a long night. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go out and hit Ikea for new furniture for my new home. So to speak.
I blew off Liz tonight. She tried to talk to me and be friends. I don't think she understands yet that she took a big shit on our friendship. I don't think she gets that I'm not the fucking chump she thought I was. I had to pat myself on the back for not allowing the open, accepting, loving part of me take over and forgive her. There isn't any good reason. She's not saying, "I'm sorry." She's saying "Nothing ever happened." And that's just more spit in my face.
I decided some time ago that it was better to not get spit on my face in the first place than to find clever ways of wiping it off. So she can basically enjoy her life without me. Quite a condemnation, eh?
In other news, I got my new/replacement camera in today. I'm fucking thrilled. I took a few hours out today to experiment and learn what is new with the latest model. By in large, the new camera is 90% the same as the old one, but the 10% that's different is the stuf I have been wishing was fixed. I can now turn off the stupid pre-light so people don't think I've taken the picture before I have actually taken it. I can auto-set the light and flash and exposure settings. It's great.
I got some fantastic pictures of Liz2 and her friend Cody. Cody is hot. It was an unexpected treat to hang with them today. I'll ask later and see if I they don't have a problem with my posting the pictures.
Posted by Matt at August 27, 2003 01:08 AM